I mean, Illic does care and worries about Sayan and loves him in his own way. However i feel like he doesn't show it, because of all he went through with sayan and he knows he is so possessive ,obsessive and unhinged. I think it was something that developed as they interacted and lived together. Idk if illic doesn't want to admit he likes sayan because he doesn't want to admit he is gay or bisexual. But idk there might be something of that, and could be that he doesn't wanna give himself all or show his vulnerability to dayan cuz since sayan cannot be trusted he can use that again illic... Man its very disturbing, sayan is so crazy
I mean, Illic does care and worries about Sayan and loves him in his own way. However i feel like he doesn't show it, because of all he went through with sayan and he knows he is so possessive ,obsessive and unhinged. I think it was something that developed as they interacted and lived together. Idk if illic doesn't want to admit he likes sayan because he doesn't want to admit he is gay or bisexual. But idk there might be something of that, and could be that he doesn't wanna give himself all or show his vulnerability to dayan cuz since sayan cannot be trusted he can use that again illic... Man its very disturbing, sayan is so crazy