I love how self aware uke is,but he doesn't have enough courage to separate himself from that fuckass alpha

People hating on my cutie uke are miserable,of course his behavior us frustrating but we can understand where he's coming from,he was abandoned so many times,with no supporting loving figure in his life,of course he will cling to any affection shown by that asshole alpha☹,the ml is so unlikable I don't know how he will make up to how bad he treated mc,I need runaway arc soon