Just finished

Read this long ago but never finished cuz I wanted to read this as complete.

The angst in this one is just *chefs kiss. I LOVE how it was not rushed in showing the "getting hurt" and "getting healed" processes. I've been looking for stories that shows these but for now this takes the cake.

I've already read Betrayal of Dignity, What it means to be you yada yada but I wasn't satisifed. It must be 'cus of how either the ML did not suffer enough or that both MCs were suicidal and communication was the last thing they'd do even if they cross the river styx. I get it if they both want to unalive themselves repetitively but I want the progress of them getting to the part that they 'heal' too. I doubt people would stay suicidal if the people surrounding them do everything at their disposal and help them get through things, this includes roughly manhandling the suicidal MCs just to preventh their deaths. It may take a long time but things get better with time. I am not disregarding the weight of suicide but there's a lot of cases the previous suicidal victims who recovered later on that they were grateful of the external forces (people around them, circumstances etc) that prevented their end. Anyhow my point is, other stories have only GLOSSED over these details. It cant be helped then if other stories could not properly expand on these if their series have been axed or that the artists need to finish them at a specific number of chaps only.

So if anyone's planning to read this for angst plot, this is def a recommend