Looking for bl where the the esper (?) Needs a lot ofpiercing to stop them incase they lose control, the more

-the more piercing means they are super strong something like that




Theres another plot like this where the seme and uke always fights bcauz the seme don't want the uke to guide or any other guides.
Seme has black hair and uke has brown they wear a dirty white military uniform
But this is not the one Im looking for.