Can reallyyyy relate to Madoka here, and it's been years since I've graduated high-school and a whole year since graduating college. Can't really beat yourself up too much over it, just try to involve yourself in volunteering, secure at least one job, meet new people and simply explore what actions light a fire in you. Just make sure to try to keep yourself from remaining stagnant to the best of your abilities, otherwise you'll drive yourself nuts with hopelessness.
Can reallyyyy relate to Madoka here, and it's been years since I've graduated high-school and a whole year since graduating college. Can't really beat yourself up too much over it, just try to involve yourself in volunteering, secure at least one job, meet new people and simply explore what actions light a fire in you. Just make sure to try to keep yourself from remaining stagnant to the best of your abilities, otherwise you'll drive yourself nuts with hopelessness.