Also feel like when Jooeon goes back to talk to Pilsang he won’t be anywhere to be found (maybe will be at the old cabin he bought from the old man)
He’s disgusted because it hits him that he might actually be in love with Pilsang ! Up until now, he’s been treating everything like a game, and expecting to ‘win’ by getting Pilsang to confess to him. But after they slept together last night, and after rewinding what happened and realizing how affected he was by Pilsang and how he couldn’t fully control himself (despite always being so strict about things like not finishing inside Pilsang and such) it must’ve really thrown him off, I guess.
And considering how he was raised, with his family treating love like something untrustworthy and marriage more like a business deal, it kind of makes sense that real feelings would feel wrong and like a weakness to him. So when it dawns on him that he’s caught feelings, it completely clashes with his pride and the image he has of himself. Like, it was supposed to be a game, and him the winner !
So, that ‘disgust’ is really just shock and denial hitting him all at once.
Him actually realising his feelings will be the big narrative in the next season, also Pilsang will not believe him so easily anymore after finding out he tried to play with him and make him confess because of a bet.
The way my heart squeezes when I think about the moment Pilsang will find out.
Thanks.. serves Jooeon right.
I’m really not ready omg, he’s been hurting his whole life up until now, might have to let this marinate for a few weeks
Yes, definitely !
What’s really sad is that even though Jooeon will probably have to face and accept his feelings for Pilsang and deal with the consequences of how badly he played him, Pilsang is likely the one who’s going to suffer the most when everything comes out. Between Jooeon’s ‘little game,’ the media getting involved, his family’s disapproval, the arranged marriage, and then having to deal with his boss taking all his properties (he gave him a month), it’ll be so overwhelming for him... I’m even worried that the man whose wife Pilsang helped might try to take revenge on him. And on top of that, there’s still the whole unclear heat situation (and faking taking meds), which feels like it’s definitely going to come back later !
So yeah, Pilsang is probably going to hurt more in the end, and that really breaks my heart, after everything he’s already endured... (/TДT)/
Yea! I assumed since he’s only got a month, & time has already passed w him healing, time’s short & after the situation w Jooeon he’ll go the the cabin (also assuming/hoping his boss doesn’t know abt it w some of the files being gone when he confronted Pilsang abt quitting)
& it never even crossed my mind that the man abusing his wife would get revenge! Good grief, when all this I unfolds ima disintegrate lmao
I definitely hope we get to see Pilsang softly smile from unconditional love & support he realizes he’ll have & no longer living in survival mode. *cries*
(Дﾟ≡ﾟДﾟ) I’m lost why did Jooeon feel disgusted? Was it bc for once he wasn’t in control?! Can’t blame Pilsang bc he seemed agitated waking up.. bruh I’m so mad although Pilsang did his best to play it cool so he wouldn’t upset Jooeon, he still got hurt… I know this is just the start of the angst but I can’t see Pilsang suffer anymore pls omfg. Jooeon needs to suffer this whole damn angst/chasing arc wherever tf you wanna call it