Muhan was just an 18 years old sheltered naiive privileged guy who had the worst day of his life until he became a cursed God... He found out his love was breading livestock, went to look for him still in denile, got his 1st ever rut, lost control, found out he graped his love while on rut and because of that his love was cast back to his village, runs to find him in the naiive hope he would be able to rescue him once he becomes a scholar, only to get kidnaped, starved and betten so much he lost all sense of time and self (monster mugo born), tortured inside a dark urn with centepedes until he no longer is himself again (jerk mugo born)... Only to hear his love die outside of the urn for trying to help him. No need to say much about Jaheaon... Raised to be graped multiple times by mutiple men and keep popping children he will never have any connection with. Gaslit to think giving sols/alphas babies is his blessing, unable to fully trust all that pain is trully good. Secretly hating his abusers, his family, the world and probably even himself... Finds a light in the end of the tunel only to be graped again because of the 1st rut. Unable to blame him because of his innocence and naivity. Knowing his light got tortured because he unknowingly provided the opportunity. Unable to reconsile the gasslighting of his life with current reality. Accidentely kills trying to save his light and gets betten to death for it. No wonder he has conflicting feelings even with no memory (new life after being reborn).
Muhan was just an 18 years old sheltered naiive privileged guy who had the worst day of his life until he became a cursed God... He found out his love was breading livestock, went to look for him still in denile, got his 1st ever rut, lost control, found out he graped his love while on rut and because of that his love was cast back to his village, runs to find him in the naiive hope he would be able to rescue him once he becomes a scholar, only to get kidnaped, starved and betten so much he lost all sense of time and self (monster mugo born), tortured inside a dark urn with centepedes until he no longer is himself again (jerk mugo born)... Only to hear his love die outside of the urn for trying to help him.
No need to say much about Jaheaon... Raised to be graped multiple times by mutiple men and keep popping children he will never have any connection with. Gaslit to think giving sols/alphas babies is his blessing, unable to fully trust all that pain is trully good. Secretly hating his abusers, his family, the world and probably even himself... Finds a light in the end of the tunel only to be graped again because of the 1st rut. Unable to blame him because of his innocence and naivity. Knowing his light got tortured because he unknowingly provided the opportunity. Unable to reconsile the gasslighting of his life with current reality. Accidentely kills trying to save his light and gets betten to death for it. No wonder he has conflicting feelings even with no memory (new life after being reborn).