i tried, i really tried. this was my second time trying to read it, but every time i get t...

i tried, i really tried. this was my second time trying to read it, but every time i get to chapter 60 it becomes impossible. the story gets so bad and so pathetic that i just can't keep going, even when i try. it genuinely becomes awful. philip is disgusting, he's unbelievably unlikeable, everything about him is terrible, he's just a walking pile of awful traits. and peter is just painful to read. at some point i couldn't even feel sorry for him anymore, i was just frustrated by everything he kept letting happen to him. like come on, get out of that situation, man. he literally goes through every kind of abuse possible: emotional, sexual, and psychological. i feel bad for him, but at the same time i get angry because of the position he ends up putting himself in. anyway, i almost never leave comments when i dislike a story this much, but i want to leave this here so i never convince myself to try reading it again.