Help finding this pls

there was an omegaverse bl where mc was recessive omega. mc was going to jump off a bridge bc his family all died in a car crash there and he didnt want to be older than his dead brother, then mls younger brother crashed his car there and mc saved him. i think there was a pregnancy and they called the baby 'bean' or smth (it was a long time ago i forgot). there was a miscarriage and a part where ml thought mc was gonna khs again. plsss helpp ive been lookking for daysssss ToT