Responses
It’s probably like the first time I seen a ml physically do something to the fl in such a demeaning way like as if she’s truly worthless…
Actually no…I mean I’ve seen stuff but it didn’t really make me feel or more like bring out as strong emotions as much as the way it was shown here. Absolute shitty behaviour

I came back to this story after a break and even though ML now has sincere feelings for Fl and is aware of it, I still can't forget that scene from the beginning when, after the attack of the noblemens, he said those cruel words to her and trampled her fingers with his shoe... I don't think I'll ever forget it and I won't forgive him for that. And the fact that he still suspects her of having an affair with everyone, even though he was a whore himself, pisses me off so much... ( ̄へ ̄)