I know this is just a story but I lived a life like ash and to know that he would never grow old and have a happy life hurts me so much. But to know that I need to live my life and find my happiness and find my person and my peace. It Just hurts, I cry when I think of this manga/show I remember the officers saying my code I hate those numbers. Sometimes I just want to runaway sometimes I just want to forget but if I do then what will happen next. Did all my growth mean nothing. Did all my time and energy go to something else.
I know this is just a story but I lived a life like ash and to know that he would never grow old and have a happy life hurts me so much. But to know that I need to live my life and find my happiness and find my person and my peace. It Just hurts, I cry when I think of this manga/show I remember the officers saying my code I hate those numbers. Sometimes I just want to runaway sometimes I just want to forget but if I do then what will happen next. Did all my growth mean nothing. Did all my time and energy go to something else.