Responses
he was basically raped bro nobody is feeling grateful for someone who took advantage of you when you were drunk. he had interests in him way before that so it makes it even more fucking weird to have sex with when he wasn’t able to give proper consent
I rarely read unofficial translation so I couldn't really proceed after ch 18. But what I can say atp, I somehow understand the MC's perspective, like why he seems kinda pushing away the ML. The baby was basically made not by love but like rather a one time thing for being drunk. On top of that, he really doesn't have any feelings for the ML to begin with. He doesn't have any interest in him and solely sees him as the Boss. So it's kinda understandable how the MC felt but it would be much better if he would be more grateful that ML is willingly and guaranteed to take full responsibility and is happy about having a baby and being caring for the MC.