Bro, how long did it take you to write this big-ass paragraph? I took my sweet time reading it, though!
LMAO at least over a fuckin hour
Aint nobody reading all that, but one thing's for sure: no sob backstory or essay is going to change the fact that Mokyeon borderline raped Nanjo in Chapter 20. The man got annoyed over the idea of Sunhwa meeting Nanjo, then proceeded to destroy his colon later. They even put a trigger warning there for a very obvious reason but ig we can see past that because it was out of love and passion huh
Fast-scrolled through all thus nonsense and found, "This is the first time he's done something wrong," referring to Chapter 20. Lmao you're hilarious.
LMAO awww fren you didn’t even read it :(
Giiiiiiirl, I didnt expect such a long text
Lol, I genuinely admire your effort and passion, girl.
It's almost impossible to read tbf but i think that claim regarding chapter 20 is enough. I think it's not fair if we don't get a glimpse of Nanjo POV as author already gave Mokyeon the mandatory sob story to lobotomize people make them sympathize with him. Just look at how they baby him after the poor little mokyeon past story, completely ignores his mistakes while blaming other characters
Ngl, this comment is longer than the entire chapter so I was so confused at what are you writing about it was so long it took me half an hour to read ( i'm slow reader).
But I really enjoyed reading your comment. you are so funny you had me questioning myself and going back remembering the chapters all over again.
I especially lost it every time you wrote "because he’s straight, he can’t possibly be gay.”
Lemme explain why! I wanna preface this by saying I AM NOT SAYING MOKYEON IS A SAINT I REPEAT I AM NOT SAYING MOKYEON IS A SAINT okay let’s start lmao I hope the author sticks to not giving his pov because the story is already laying out what Nanjo is thinking but everyone is fixated on missing it. Queerness in real life is looked down upon. Bisexuals and Lesbians get sexualized so you don’t see people frowning as much this is NOT TO SAY THEY DONT GET THE BURNT END OF THE STICK TOO because they do. This is just to say that gay men as well are getting disowned by family, killed, harassed as all queer people are. Society has made it this way. Now if you put ur lens on and read the story from this perspective you’d understand. From chapter one Mok is purposely made to look aggressive while him and SunSun are going at it. That is quickly gets debunked Mok says “Did you like that?” SunSun replies “Yeah”. Later in that chapter we meet Nanjo. Nanjo is being a complete dick to someone he has never met or interacted with EVER. Mok at this point HAS DONE NOTHING WRONG. He doesn’t yell or get mad at Nanjo for mischaracterizing and being hostile with him. He even accusing him of abuse. Mok in facts clocks him and asks “is that what SunSun told you” Nanjo then doubles down and says “I’m only saying this because I don’t want to cause trouble for SunSun but he never said anything like that to him” doubles down yet again and says “something’s you just know even if no one actually says it” So he is making assumptions and verbally abusing someone he never met before today. Does Mok get mad? No. Again at this point Mok has done NOTHING WRONG. During the threesome Nanjo again posing as this noble upstanding man is making Mok out to be an aggressor but we know that SunSun and Mok are already familiar with one another and we know SunSun in fact enjoys rough sex. Chap 5 when Mok pretends to be aggressive he is pretending to be what Nanjo made him out to be and tells him to stay because they are having a threesome and at this point we know Mok is attracted to Nanjo. Moving along balcony/terrace scene. Here we find out a little about Nanjo. We find out one he’s straight through and through Mok ask him are you a Top or a Vers? He replies “that not something I’ve ever thought about I’m with SunSun for who he is” now continue they talk about something’s here and there. Nanjo begins to insult him once again! I ask you friends?? What has Mok done at this point to deserve any of that? Right, right nothing. Mok is tired of the bullshit at this point and thinks to himself “ I CAN’T TELL IF IT'S JUST A NAIVE SENSE OF RIGHTEOUSNESS FROM NOT KNOWING HOW THE WORLD REALLY WORKS... ...OR A RIDICULOUS SAVIOR COMPLEX
CONVINCING HIM YOU'RE SOMEONE WHO
NEEDS RESCUING.” This is really important for the rest of the story. Dubcon def real quick: Altered state of mind , Power imbalance, and hesitation or coercion. It’s also important to go back to what I said earlier about how queerness is looked at in the world, and also masculinization. Nanjo from what we know so far is a STRAIGHT 32yr masculine male. There was no coercion or any of the other things Mok wanted to fuck he told him and that’ll be the end of it. He said “I want you do you think you can spread ur legs for me? Probably not. From now on why don’t you keep ur nasty little opinions about me to yourself” that is not coercion. Nanjo says “your offer I’ll think about it” now it’s important guys that we think for ourselves. Nanjo is not just doing this for some noble sacrifice. Right, it’s a cover up Nanjo at this point is probably questioning his sexuality. We have to remember he is a straight man who has probably have had no other experiences and was thrown to the wolves and had a threesome! That is a lot for anyone. Some of you are even disgusted and biased by the idea of threesomes. So imagine being new to queerness and you are met with a threesome and not just any threesome two tops and one bottom. Lmao that is a lot okay??? Nonetheless it is all still very new to him. So again at this point MOK HAS DONE NOTHING WRONG. So far the only wrong doers are SunSun and Nanjo. Mmkay let’s keep going. Before Mok gets to the room there is a specific panel that zooms in on his eyes and he’s looks disgruntled or disappointed. Why is that you may ask because he finally got what he wanted but at the cost of being degraded and playing like some degenerate Nanjo has conjured up in his head. Not only that his feelings of desire is plaguing him he doesn’t like it he keeps fantasizing about if they did it by someone looking down and judging him no less. He’s hoping after this time it’ll be over with these uncomfortable feelings. Now I ask you reader ? Has Mok done anything wrong? Or does Nanjo dislike him because of assumptions he made up about him? And now you the reader also feel this way. Now Nanjo waits on Mok for THREE ENTIRE HOURS. Now reader I ask you to logically think. Would a straight man sacrifice his precious hole and wait three hours if he didn’t want to? In those three hours and leading up to that day Nanjo had time to think Mok probably even intentionally gave him time to think and the story backs this up. Mok is thinking to himself “maybe it was a little underhanded but no one made him say yes. He made the decision himself.” He goes onto say “Technically even if he’s doing this for Sunwha isn’t he still deceiving him?” Then goes onto say “then again if we’re talking about who deceived who first, Sunwha did lie to Nanjo and use him” lmao now reader???? What has Mok done wrong for yall to slander and villainize him so? He’s thinking straight? While the other two idk in lala land. One just wants to be fucked silly (rightfully so) the other once to stroke his masculine ego. Now back to the scene of their “first time” Lemme help out real quick, we as a society know how masculinity affects us all whether woman man they/them and/or queer it is actively destroying us in real life . So sit with that as we go into this scene. Put the thinking caps on if u will lmaoo. Nanjo is rejecting the very idea that he might actually be gay. Right. Nanjo obviously wants to get this over with because he can’t be gay right? What does this sound like? He’s like just shove it in lmao I won’t like it anyway. I’m doing this for SunSun yea fuckin right okay okay moving forward. When Nanjo attempts to put his mouth on the tip he is startled disgusted even. Why? He’s straight? He’s always been straight from what we know so far! Straight men are very serious about their masculinity so now put urself in his shoes a straight man giving another man head. Some of you don’t even like the idea of blow jobs so imagine someone who has never had to get a huge vulgar dick Lmaoo in his face ??? Bitch you’d be shocked too! He gags he can’t possibly be gay this is infact a little too fuckin gay for him (I am fucking crying writing this) but let’s move along. Now Mok is still turned on he rubs himself between them cheeks and cums. Now Nanjo feels degraded it’s all in his face. He doesn’t think he’s gay. He’s too straight for this right back to that fragile masculinity. He can still be masculine if he’s the penetrator. Right cuz he’s doing the bending lmao okay plsss anyway let’s keep going. This is really important too We are now on chapter 12 okay! Mok is telling him I see you got a different hotel to which Nanjo says “yea I’m not shameless enough to do anything with you in the place I go with SunSun” Mok clocks his mf tea and says “But you’ve got no problem meddling in his life behind his back” Nanjo pauses and Mok thinks “so it does bother him guess he knows this is a shitty thing to do” Nanjo starts acting like a brat lmao and Mok also wants this to be over with. He thinks “I’m hoping I never want to see you again after this” then says aloud. “Yea I’m just as ready to end this as you are” now reader yes YOU. Has Mok done anything wrong at this point? No. He hasn’t. Let’s continue.. neither of them are enjoying it but there is this one specific part when Mok thrust into him and this is where things switch. Nanjo now realizes that he can feel good back there. Nanjo is holding back with all his might. Why? Because he’s straight he can’t possibly be gay. Mok tells him “Next time don’t make it feel like I’m raping you!” He says “sex is something we do together isn’t it I said I wanted to do it with you not just get myself off while you lay there” okay guys this is the fun part lmaooo okay Nanjo insist on fucking again he teases and pushes Mok by throwing his own words back him saying “ what you can’t get it up again” now remember what I said earlier Nanjo isn’t just doing this because he’s a noble upstanding citizen he is trying to figure out his sexuality and when they did it he felt something something he probably didn’t know he could feel. Nanjo at this point lmao is freaked out. Will his prideful ass admit it? No. Mok starts with foreplay lickin him he’s blushing. Now Nanjo is feeling it completely it feels good we see the difference in the blushing and those little sparkles that lets us know he’s feeling it! Nanjo’s world is being shattered he cumming he’s a mess lmaoo this is fucking with his pride and that fragile masculinity. Now let’s talk about this next part this is where u can kinda start faulting Mok but not in the way yall scrutinize and vilify him. Mok doesn’t get to be himself the Mok we met before they ever had a threesome he has to continue being this degenerate that Nanjo made him out to be he says let’s keep fucking and I’ll leave SunSun mind you SunSun NEVER ASKED FOR ANY OF THIS! Not Nanjo’s fake noble sacrifice and keep note him and SunSun have been fuck buddies for years Nanjo knows nothing????? Mok calls himself a piece of shit because that is what Nanjo believes about him. But reader up until this point and all the evidence he provided you has Mok ever been a piece a shit? No he hasn’t. Now Mok is pleading his case because they are compatible and he likes it even though he’s never hurt SunSun he’s trying to convince Nanjo that he won’t get hurt ?? That doesn’t even make sense. Nanjo is simply choosing to ignore the truth right in his face. Now toward the end of 16 and going into 17 the vibe has changed the side of Nanjo he’s rejecting he can be just that with Mok in their own little bubble protecting his masculinity from the outside world. Now the evidence they start doing it again and Nanjo dry cums why is him dry cumming important because even without him saying it we know he likes it cuz he doesn’t need that peen peen to tell us he enjoyed it . He is obviously still in bliss from the feeling as Mok is explaining this to him and shows genuine emotions and begins to laugh. Now guys please this is so important! Here is the confession that is also miscommunicated Nanjo ask Mok “if I said I’d give up on Sunwha would you back off too?” Mok starts misunderstanding like a little abandoned puppy and we from the future understand why now but lemme continue fore I loose yall. The misunderstanding is Nanjo wants to be the only one getting fucked here lmao but he is not explicitly saying so this gets confirmed in chap 28/29 I think when they are on the terrace smoking. At this point Nanjo is still cautious and confused not knowing what part of Mok to believe. Mok is now getting defensive and back playing this role Nanjo conjured up not knowing how to express himself in a way that can reach Nanjo and Nanjo is also now back on defense and how they truly felt got lost in between that confusion. Nanjo leaves Mok pretends to be sleep but he’s hurt. He has to continue being this way even though that’s not who he is because he likes and that’s the only way Nanjo would give him access. Now I may be wrong about this next scene but I genuinely don’t think he fucked SunSun in that shop THATS JUST ME. But I think he just fingered him until he got off also he looked so disgusted with himself. (This isn’t twink slander leave SunSun alone) Anywho why do I believe this we know how SunSun likes to be fucked pleaseeee he’s had two dicks inside him they didn’t do all that plus Mok washes his hands when they were done. Obviously you should practice good hygiene but idk I think it was purposely left out. Now to the next scene this is where a lot of people have gotten uncomfy but let’s get into it. Nanjo opens the door LMAOO please I love this part he opens the door and is like “ur late” he was waiting boo! Lmao. Okay next Mok is feeling like shit ask for a hug Nanjo is confused by his puppy antics but hugs him anyway. Mok gets to feeling him up! Now READERS LETSSS PUT OUR CAPS BACK ON! Nanjo is “supposedly straight” why would this straight man prepare himself?? Please just think let me help. Imagine you are waiting to be fucked and you have to get prepped you got ur ass tooted in the sky waiting to be loosened up. Lmao now you are a straight man keep this in mind it’s embarrassing guys please. Nanjo is turned the fuck out at this point lmaooo he blushing and shit he ready even. Now this next part guys please hear me out okay if the thought of him being tooted up getting loosened is already embarrassing wouldn’t getting ur ass ate be even more embarrassing??? Helloo???? He don’t wanna feel like a dainty princess bottom he got his pride to protect??? So obvi it’s feeling good it’s feeling great he’s embarrassed but like dude?? You’ve already came this far might as well go all the way! They start going at it. Nanjo is rock hard babes the proof is in the pudding. And don’t say it’s cuz they are fucking no when they first did it and he wasn’t into it he was soft. Continued. Nanjo overly love it at this point! So much so he start rubbing his dick on Mok’s belly! Babes is tearing up from that dick lmaoo. NOWWWW YOU GUYS CAN SAY MOK HAS FINALLY DONE SOMETHING IMMORAL BUT PLEASE NOTE READER THIS IS THE FIRST TIME HES DONE SOMETHING WRONG. Nanjo is tired but Mok keeps going. Now I know ur uncomfy but here Nanjo is finally accepting he might just be gay lmao he cums from the back and Mok teases him and by saying guess you only need it in the ass to cum stubborn prideful Nanjo is like no chill I just came cum from the front I’m empty Nanjo is still trying to deny what we all know now he’s like uh-uhn nooo I don’t like it fr I’m just sacrificing my hole for SunSun I’m not gay frrrr Nanjo finally admits he doesn’t actually hate it. This is the first time in the entire series Nanjo tells the truth and no it isn’t because it was forced out of him. We know Nanjo. Now we are 75-85% through the first season! Mok realizes after he’s cleaned Nanjo up that he actually likes him and that was that uncomfortable feeling this entire time. Nanjo wakes up he’s not pissed none of that. Now please please take note of this please guys! Mok asks for a piercing Nanjo indulges! Now ask urself reader why in the actual fuck would he do that?? What does that piercing have to do with SunSun nothing, nothing at alllll. Nowwwww here is the goooodsssssssssss. Mok is all dressed ready to get to his place he gets inside what does Nanjo do start taking his shirt off he wants to be fucked lmao he don’t care no more that’s his dick and he wants it now. Mok all flustered pulls his clothes down yadayadayada we know this part but here are the important details! We are in Chap 22 now Nanjo tryna fuck Mok is like woah slow down horsey. He’s trying to get Nanjo to see him for who he is because obviously Nanjo has to know the truth at this point. Right? They talk they laugh boom the show starts! Nanjo is all into it now pay attention to his lips in these panels! He’s biting them and I don’t think it’s cuz of that weak ass sci-fi show they’re watching. He’s conscious of Mok of his touch of everything about him at this point maybe even a little nervous. He stays clenching down on his lip until Mok falls asleep. Mok wakes up Nanjo tryna fuck immediately lmao Mok keeps refusing saying that’s not why he came blah blah blah boom he offers him head Nanjo is flustered and all blushy again. Note: he already hard too lmaoooo. The ending of 23 Nanjo was going to let him kiss him! The kissing is important because he’s been denying Mok chance after chance to kiss him. Now we are in 24 where things get serious. Nanjo can’t deny the truth anymore. Mok says “so you’re not going home” Nanjo is a little taken aback Mok’s explains just how much he pays attention to every little thing about Nanjo. This omg this my favorite part! Mok says “Most of all it doesn’t smell like you” Nanjo says “it doesn’t smell like me?” Unaware of how captivating he is to Mok. Mok then lifts his wrist sniffs and says “This Scent” now you reader tell me in that panel is that the face of a person disgusted? Is that a face of a person that doesn’t like the person in front of them? He likes him back guys been liking him even. That’s my fav scene because they are faced with honesty and vulnerability and it’s just so dang cute. Boom they get to the shower him and Nanjo are running against each other Mok is apologizing because that’s not why he came over there Nanjo has completely given in at this point everything Mok does turns him on. Fuck that’s my fav part but lmao let’s continue cuz I’ve already got carried away! Nanjo is like enough fuck me already begging for that dick even lmao he pushes Mok back and attempts to slide the dick in it doesn’t work he then proceeds to HOP UP ON THAT DICK????? Lmao helloooo??? And continues to try to slide the dick in him Mok is like please babe I’m not here for this spare me lmao Nanjo is like oh fuckin wellll?!?! NOW THE KISSSSSS OMFGGG. The kiss is so damn important this reveals how much truth Nanjo knows Mok gives in starts fuckin him Nanjo obviously feeling it is like hold on babe slow down please Mok completely misunderstanding is like “I’m sorry I really am you probably feel disgusted right now but please can you let me kiss you a little more” full on pouty now to all the Mok haters besides him continuing to fuck him while he was tired what has this innocent cute three apple tall guy done so wrong for you all to vilify him so???? Anyway continued Mok’s like I get it you kissed me so I can fuck u I know you didn’t kiss me cuz you wanted to but still you kissed me first Nanjo sees him finally sees him not as the person he assumed he was but actually sees him for the first time kisses him end scene now 26 here is where shit gets rough fr Mok is jealous from the dinner all the way to the hotel he suddenly reminded of how Nanjo felt on the beginning boom SunSun calls out to Nanjo Mok is like stfu ur interrupting and shoves the pillow in his face. Now they are obvi used to having rough sex so he’s not thinking too much about it until SunSun says their safe word. Boom he leaves next scene Mok and us the reader knows Nanjo is feeling him too but they miscommunicate again! Nanjo is wondering if he had sex with SunSun and is like we had an agreement and Mok is offended like? I gave you my best dick we kissed??? And ur still referring to this as an agreement bitch??? The miscommunication continues and Nanjo is back on his defense about Mok and is disappointed by his sudden arrival to fuck at his work place no less. The next scene is in his imagination it NEVER HAPPENS. Anywho Nanjo snaps him out of his imagination and he begins to pout on the verge of tears the miscommunication goes even further when Mok asks “is SunSun really that important to you that you’d endure everything I put you through Nanjo is genuinely asking “Does it matter” but they’ve already gone so far to misunderstand one another. Chap 28 Mok wants to end things he can’t keep going on like this boom they are at the restaurant Nanjo steps way for a smoke Mok also goes outside. Mok finally attempts to tell him the truth even though Nanjo is back to believing the things he’s assumed about him. Nanjo continues to deny it. Mok goes “I can’t tell if ur naive or arrogant IN UR WORLD, YOUR PERSPECTIVE IS ALWAYS THE TRUTH ISNT IT? I MEAN YOURE EUN NANJO TOO PERFECT TO EVER MAKE A WRONG JUDGMENT” Clocked his mf tea. Mok finally confesses like all I really need is you and Nanjo so badly wants to believe it and give in but he obvi can’t his entire world crash and burn. Now boom next scene Mok is telling SunSun he doesn’t want to do this anymore and to settle down with Nanjo cuz he’s a good guy. SunSun lmao is like bitch? What? Are you dumb? Then goes on to explain how he’s been useless in bed and can’t get it up Mok can’t believe his ears he likes waittttt???? So he goes to question Nanjo, Nanjo is like it’s not ur fuckin business! So Mok asks the million dollar question “is it because of me?” Nanjo again wants to give in look at his face guys but he’s still reluctant this whole situation for someone that’s newly probably gay is a lot and they didn’t exactly start off with the best foundation. He gives an excuse to deviate. Mok doubles down “Is it because of me?” With his pouty puppy face and says “I want it to be because of me” his most honest confession. And Nanjo knows it. The kiss and why it’s important and then I’m done everything else should be easy for u to understand but the kiss omg another one of my favorite parts. Mok cautiously leans in and Nanjo is making that “my heart is melting” face again he pecks him wondering if he’s going to push him away as he’s done before and when he doesn’t Mok fully goes all the way in and Nanjo sweet baby Nanjo is loving it he wants it he’s about to put his hands in Mok’s hair he’s so into it until he hears SunSun coming and boom the rest should be easy no? In conclusion I hope the author sticks to not giving the pov because we already have much to work with it and it’s still being misinterpreted okay I’m done LMAOOO