take this with a grain of salt (i haven't read about this in a while) but i think that's what happened to him? iirc his drink got spiked, which most likely resulted in him developing photophobia (extreme light sensitivity), and i think that also caused him to start getting panic attacks, that's why i think he quit being an idol/went mia(?) the camera flashes, stage lights, and all the other bright lights were too much for him

can someone explain to me w/o spoilers im still in the beginning but im confused was jaeyoung's drink spiked and he didn't know and it fucked him up or what I dont understand