YES!! 120 CH MAX, FULLY FLESHED OUT ARCS WHERE THE HURT/ANGST GETS FOLLOWED BY BREAKUP/YEARNING AND CHASING ARC, FOLLLWED BY A HEARTFELT/SAD/DRAMATIC REUNION W AT LEAST 20 CHAPTERS OF COMMUNCIATION AND TALK WHERE THEY OPEN UP AND COMMUNICATE AND THERE STILL IS SOME STUFF TO PROCESS, THEN FOLLOWED BY THE RELATIONSHIP THEY ARE GONNA HAVE AND TRYING TO ACT UPON THEIR LOVE FOR EACHOTHER, TENSION AND CHEMISTRY UNFOLDS AND A LOT OF COUPLE TIME CHAPTERS W SPICY KINKY SHIT.. Thank u <3
I know a few where the MC is a bit detached and had feelings and still does but keeps distance and is a bit numb, but tbh they are so awfully executed.. The plot I mean.. It is boring and the same shit all over again. Like the first few chapters are fun to read and then it is just wasted potential... I'm also trying to find such BL.
Idk I think there was some I liked that had the MC feelings get hurt, but it was very short lived. Not really the type of ML yearning that follows happened... ::/
I have nothing exactly like this, but 'define the relationship' is close! mc and ml are in a contract relationship, they both catch feelings, ml fucks up and has to chase the mc before the mc gets married. 'lover boy' and 'gig of the day' might also qualify for this, but gig of the day is ongoing, so idk how good the arc will be. No crybaby tops tho, if want crybaby top with 2nd chance romance, try reading 'the third ending'

I think it would be very refreshing if the story/plot went like:
- ML gets more possessive and starts overthinking
- MC only focuses on his work and doesn't catch feelings, he also thinks ML would never and BC of the established rules he set for this relationship
- ML then does realize his feelings for MC that he keeps suppressing but MC flat out rejects him xdd
bahaha idk that would be smth new and refreshing no?
Smth also with his heart transplant would be nice or what if MC trying to be more outgoing but ML hurts him w words or smth like that...
Or idk, perhaps a second lead even?
Or what if ML does a big mistake and hurts MC by finding another fuck buddy, and MC does have feelings for ML but w this shit he pulled, he hurts him and loses the feelings and focuses just on work. ML trying to talk to him and tell him why he did that or ...
Actually tbh, this has all been done before
Crying....
I give all my trust to the author and hope for an interesting fun read~