a few details that i can slowly savour upon rereading: the reveal that hayden bonded with brett when brett called him honey was so fucking good, brett's dad telling him his brother was born weak so they have to protect him, their mom looking beautiful in blue just like brett after brett said he always thought he looked more like her than his dad.
hayden begging brett to please leave while he's desperately clinging onto brett, the imagery is just *chef's kiss*
you can really tell hayden studied to be a playwright because how the fuck does he come up with lines like, "i couldn't have you in only the amount you allowed." i also think it's adorable that hayden twists brett's nipple as a punishment and brett finally twists hayden's nipples back while they're arguing duting brett's rut lmao
back here again because nobody compares to our brilliant little psycho slut brett, he's genuinely become one of my favorite characters in any BL i've read