I don’t like these type of bottoms or the younger top trope EXACTLY becuz OF TYPE OF SHIT HOWEVER, I can’t deny that it puts more character to both of them. It gets more complex. Does it mean I like it? Fuck no. Honestly I’m miserable. I’m so tired of this type of bottom where they use sexual encounters as a form of self harm, but it’s sometimes done right so I cant fully hate it. And this is unfortunately an understandable case considering how much of a raging pos Ray is. Im not suprised Ray took to sleeping with others considering how he gets nothing emotional from him and it’s a form of “licking his wounds”
Will I keep reading it? Yeah. I’m too curious.
I just wonder if they’ll do it in a way that pmo even more or is just… more chill. More, “ok the bottom suffered enough now we can get cooking.” I highly highly doubt it tho I can see this being more “lets make the main couple suffer more” or at least until Ban learns to accept Shinwi, or really anyone’s love for that matter. I bet it’ll be a time skip before we get that tho and this can go either way.
He either continues his self destructive tendencies further (highly likely considering the grooming and feeling like he’s not enough) or Shinwi manages to get through to him before a potential time skip and he goes on a solo self healing journey before the two reunite.
Ngl I was kinda hoping/thinking it was only Ray since I just didn’t want him to suffer more :/ alas.
I don’t like these type of bottoms or the younger top trope EXACTLY becuz OF TYPE OF SHIT HOWEVER, I can’t deny that it puts more character to both of them. It gets more complex.
Does it mean I like it?
Fuck no. Honestly I’m miserable. I’m so tired of this type of bottom where they use sexual encounters as a form of self harm, but it’s sometimes done right so I cant fully hate it. And this is unfortunately an understandable case considering how much of a raging pos Ray is. Im not suprised Ray took to sleeping with others considering how he gets nothing emotional from him and it’s a form of “licking his wounds”
Will I keep reading it?
Yeah. I’m too curious.
I just wonder if they’ll do it in a way that pmo even more or is just… more chill. More, “ok the bottom suffered enough now we can get cooking.” I highly highly doubt it tho I can see this being more “lets make the main couple suffer more” or at least until Ban learns to accept Shinwi, or really anyone’s love for that matter. I bet it’ll be a time skip before we get that tho and this can go either way.
He either continues his self destructive tendencies further (highly likely considering the grooming and feeling like he’s not enough) or Shinwi manages to get through to him before a potential time skip and he goes on a solo self healing journey before the two reunite.
Ngl I was kinda hoping/thinking it was only Ray since I just didn’t want him to suffer more :/ alas.