Are we reading the same thing? He wasn’t ready for sex at all, he only agreed because his flight was the day after and he needed cum, the kiss and the sex were part of the ultimatum, he tried to stop the sex multiple times lol, the stops, him trying to leave the shower, him saying I’ll finsh you a different way, him disconnecting them, and saying it’s painful? Idk I feel like I get what you mean he didn’t want it as rough or fast tho, but the author is clearly writing him currently as not feeling any type of way about it except yearning for it? And that would have made more sense if it had been a softer sex scene even like 20% softer lol
You said he wanted sex that what I was responding to, I didn’t mean for it to come off as passive aggressive lol my point was it would have made more sense if the scene was just a bit softer, if juheok is portrayed after like he doesn’t have any type of complex feelings about it except of yearning for it. If you make it a complex sex scene then juheok feeling something like that was shitty, scary and painful but it lowk felt good makes more sense no? Also juhyeok’s deserves his world rocked after the win and 2 months of no sex and I think suah will give it to him next chapter or so
you can want something without being ready for it, instincts. i want to go skydiving, but I'm not ready. I WILL enjoy it if I do end up going skydiving, but I still wouldn't have been ready. though in Juhyeoks case it's the opposite, his instincts arent telling him not to do it, his instincts are encouraging him to do it, because after all Su-ah's presence strengthens him. (whether it be cum or pheromones)
I know it’s not that deep but his body wanted it absolutely be he didn’t. It’s like laughing when someone tickles you and you don’t want to be tickled, in the bar scene his emotions regarding this are kinda of shown he says every single part of his body is screaming for suah but he then cries and says he hates it, he doesn’t like that his biology can be so out of sync of his will and autonomy, thats why he hates being an omega and hates The whole system, he doesn’t like that he can have a heat in an alleyway and be so close to being assaulted if TJ wanted to have his way with juheok he would have. This is just for fun analysis it’s just a manwaha lol youre entitled to your perspective obviously. Like the only signs of him liking it is him cumming but Thats the equivalent of laughing if that makes sense it’s a body response rather than what you feel about it
Im talking about the alleyway scene where juheok had his heat and was loosing it, TJ just decided to not assault him he could have easily had his way AND it would have been physically good for juheok, and juheok hated that afterwards and was disgusted with his omegahood on how it rules his life. Im not team TJ honestly he is also a weirdo but I think people minimize the drunk scene because he stopped after getting punched which is the bare minimum but suah the dude who we are supposed to be rooting for didnt stop lol. Like trash looking good next to shit. I think we are not supposed to justify any of their actions the point is that this is rock bottom and the rest of the series is suah healing from his trauma and becoming a better partner for juheok, he obviously has potential l, he has the raw ingredients to be a loverboy and juheok loves him so he just has to lock in
Hmmm I thought because he verbally said you are lucky im a dominant and your pheromones won’t affect me it implies that he won’t do anything. Same thing with when he was drunk and got punched he said i dont like to force myself on people. I think the thing he does are dubious consent while suah is full non-con if that makes sense

Juheok is so fucking fine!! Damn. So the rape is retroactively being framed as enjoyable enough that he craves it? lol why not make it a tender enjoyable scene then why rape if you’re going to act like it wasnt ? Suah could have rocked his world and make sex the most enjoyable thing