Bro I had the same idealization as youu, I was reading gold palace and when I found out the top was the pretty guy I had a identity crises, and my most logical reasoning would be my sense of traditional way of thinking, I also don't like when the tops are shorter than the bottom, and I noticed that traditional way of thinking was harbouring my way of reading, I even dropped gold palace for that reason, I liked how it was going but I just couldn't put it pass me the more feminine guy was the top, I'd wish they introduced it earlier on instead of me getting such a drastic shock when I saw there scenes together, and I get you, like, I love me a puppy top like for example Nerd Project but if it's pretty twink that's the top ain't no way I just don't find it enjoyable to see and I completely get you, I just came to the conclusion that I'm picky,
No. It's only you (=・ω・=)
honestly u might have internalized homophobia or misogyny if u think that the tips should be masculine and bottoms should be feminine
I don’t much care when the top is exceptionally smaller, but I also don’t care much for the opposite. Basically my issues are with disproportionate sizing between the couples.
In the case of The pizza delivery man and the gold palace, I personally think that Woowon’s face matched his body. G
Yes! I was even wondering if I was homophobic, then again I don't believe it's a crime to be homophobic, especially once there isn't verbal and physical or avoidance involved,
That's why I'm questioning myself why I dislike certain troupes I see in bls, it doesn't bother me on a whole lot, but it intrigues me massively when I noticed I never had such feelings when I was younger, i did stop reading bl for a while so I'm wondering if I just need to get myself accustomed,
Everyone is valid for there own opinated thoughts
Does anyone else share my dislike of pretty tops?? And I’m not talking about a calm pretty, that looks normal, eg; Seth from “Samyri & Capri”. I’m talking about pretty to the point it looks ridiculous and dumb. I hate how their body portions do not make sense with their faces?? It blows me! And ngl I’ve dropped plenty of books because of that reason alone. A perfect example “the pizza delivery man and the golden place” GET THAT AWAY FROM ME I HATE HOW THE SEME LOOKS OMG!! And that fkn sucks because the story was pretty good but I couldn’t keep looking at him. No ma’am!
Also I don’t get the hype about “puppy dog” tops! OH MY DAYS THEY PISS ME OFF! It’s so fkn cringey!!!
Let’s be fkn forreal rn, in real life you will have to call the police on mfkers who use their naivety to validate sexual assault!! I hate it when they fkn cryyyy DURING N AFTER SEXUALLY ASSAULTING SOMEONE!! If you’re going to be fked up stand on it weirdo!!! I hate how pussy they are I’m so serious!! Can we pls stop liking this bs as a collective we’re losing the plot frfr!! GET EM OUTTA HERE!!
Also while I’m complaining here!
I also avoid books that have petite, timid and baby face uke’s. 2 reasons. 1, the seme is the complete opposite and sometimes it can boarder line give… p3do… DONT SHOOT ME!!!! But deadass the way they’re drawn they look too fucking young and then the seme looks like a grown man???? NO MA”AM! I’m not going to be an accessory and allow myself to be gaslit that’s fkn normal!!! ABSOLUTELY NO THANKS!!
2nd, the wayyyyyy the act omg it’s cringey! It’s never that serious. Anyways yea I’m very much picky to what I like. One example is basically 2 same sized, similar temperament couple. Real life example; JossGawin - my shayla’sssssss!!! Or in a comic; Seth and Theo - my other shaylassssss!!
Anyways feel free to agree with me or argue with yourself! Mmwah x