I can understand where u r coming from. I read this upto chapter 5 a long time ago and dropped becuz of the same reason. But I decided to pick it up recently after hearing that the main story ended. Trust me. Best fucking choice ive ever made. If you can just get through the first 30 chaps, you will experience one of a best fiction out here. I can gurantee you this. This easily made up to my fav top 5 manhwas of all time.

Cant even get past chap 1 i feel icky about her stalking a 10 yr old boy thats documentary videos typa behaviour