Read up to chapter 28 now.... And I've cried. I feel so bad for her. She only wants to be loved... And I feel like it'll end with her taking her own life. Idk. In her live is noone genuinely loving her and I think that'll be the end of her and I'm not ready for it. She is already borderline suicidal, wishing that everything would go to hell, provoking her halfbrother hoping he would lash out, putting herself in danger. She has already those self-destructive habits... Idk it just a feeling in my gut. If she ends up doing it... I kind of hope that they at least frame it as a relief. A moment of peace. Or else I won't be able to take it ngl...
I'm not sure if I should get myself get spoiled to ease my mind or not
Read up to chapter 28 now.... And I've cried. I feel so bad for her. She only wants to be loved... And I feel like it'll end with her taking her own life. Idk. In her live is noone genuinely loving her and I think that'll be the end of her and I'm not ready for it. She is already borderline suicidal, wishing that everything would go to hell, provoking her halfbrother hoping he would lash out, putting herself in danger. She has already those self-destructive habits...
Idk it just a feeling in my gut. If she ends up doing it... I kind of hope that they at least frame it as a relief. A moment of peace. Or else I won't be able to take it ngl...
I'm not sure if I should get myself get spoiled to ease my mind or not