Im not even gonna talk about this 5th season because it doesn't exist in my eyes (ive been...

Im not even gonna talk about this 5th season because it doesn't exist in my eyes (ive been going through all stages of everything tbh i just read and then stopped and then continued again because it was genuinely so hard for me)the author could have just started another project because season 4 was good it was a good ending this is just too much. This was my first ever bl story it would always have a special place in my heart and seeing these babies that i watched grow up suffer like this is just too much for me.