Responses
I want to reiterate that I dislike seme but I don’t hate him because fundamentally, seme has not hurt or wronged uke physically. These things I mentioned are just things I personally wish could have been different or gone in another way.
-Also although I dislike seme, I love uke, and I think uke deserves seme because uke has loved seme greatly. It is very easily visible how much Uke desires the love of seme. That is why overall I am happy for them still and love them still.
Sighhhhhhhh. I have really mixed feelings about them. Specially the seme. He is a good guy, he treats uke kindly, has not raped uke, and is respectful. But it’s all the small stuff (stuff that aren’t majorly important but I have noticed and irked me) about him that although doesn’t make me hate him. I just dislike him for these things.
-the push and pull for so long(seme very experienced in this aspect). He has obviously had many alpha lovers in the past with varying degrees of relationships. He is constantly pulling uke in and the pushing him away (flirting and treating uke almost but not quite fully as a lover, reminding him that they will be done after the contract is done)
-mentioning past alphas and lovers consistently(it would be fine if it happened one or two times but nah) (he makes an excuse that he was thought uke would enjoy it, but that is a really dumb excuse to me)
(Two scenes come to mind for this part, the hickey part where seme apologizes to uke because NoRMALLy seme ONLY gives his lovers hickys. The other scene is the flowers scene where he mention how most (exs) often gave him pink flowers) (don’t even get me started on the scene where they were having sex and seme starts talking about his alpha exs, that pissed me off beyond words)
-the fact that uke’s love is so innocent and uke is being so easily strung along the seme’s suave. Honestly I both love and hate this aspect. Uke has never been in love or treated like the way seme has treated Uke. As a result, Uke is so easily swept up along the wave of seme. I love this because it is really cute, but I dislike this because it feels a bit wrong to me because it seems like he would almost do anything for seme with love tinted glasses.