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i thought chapter1to chapter3 Is the present and chapter4 until current chapter is the past and he is still explaining how he got to where he is with the blonde guy hence the confusion, i thought since chapter22/23 is past meaning if chapter1 is their present jun would have already meet/saw them kissing. So that is why i was confused.

In chapter1 why is the guy with glasses asking if he is going to visit his wife if he saw them kissing
The black hair guy in chapter1 looks exhausted and the blonde hair looks so unhinged and the room look like it has been destroyed i wonder what happened