7.5/10

Ok so this was good, the ending addressing his ptsd and mental struggle was such a good scene since it's not really tackled in most stories I come across, the plot is really interesting and not just your run by the mill bl story. However my only dislike about this is their romance I know some might say "oh but not all bl is about romance and sex" I'm not talking about the sex (I read shounen ai too fyi), I'm talking about the love they harbor towards each other. For all the 95 chapters they have, I didn't feel a development in them like it felt rushed, like they stuffed it all on the ending saheon saying he wants to control yiseon and wants him on the palm of his hand but wait turns out it's love, WHAT? like idk maybe I'm crazy but like I just don't feel the sincerity of their "I love you"s. Maybe I just need a re-read but all in all this was good.


oh wait p.s. they do have sex they just don't show but even that makes it even insincere to me like he's in the middle of a breakdown and suddenly we getting it on bruh fix all your mess and put a label on your relationships first before all that

disclaimer this is for me to look back to when I reread and change opinions, so don't come for me