what made chase wanted to shoot himself?? bro WHAT would didn’t wanted to made chase shoot himself? my boy is only sane alpha sibling among his sociopats siblings if we don’t count the bliss, all his life ppl around him always treated him like ticking bomb to be same as his siblings eventually, dismissing his feelings. he had to endure twins’ trying ya f help which made him almost die more than once. he is thinking he did with a dog and see himself as just idiot who is controlled by phereomenes and insicits. he don’t think he is worth of being side of Josh. they didn’t show but durşng his captivşty he thought about dying again, this is no new
I see it as fear of rejection + bcs he's naturally born romantic. If he's more ruthless like other Alphas in his circle (e.g. Keith), Chase could've pulled that ultimatum. But bro hasn't identified his emotion for Josh as "love" yet, so if Josh asked "why" then what's he gonna say? "I'd rather delete myself now than hearing you reject me" kinda fits his spiraling from previous & current chapters

bruh this plot is everywhere atp. What made chase wanna fucking shoot himself??? bffr…weird out of character twist they’re trying to add in and the bodyguard letting in that woman?….bruh