Same idk i cried to the letter even tough i hate main love interest idk i am kanda empathetic
Ig what makes mc immovable was his attachment with the blissful memories he had with ml, I think that 14 years together is just their marriage - pretty sure they have been together much longer.considering ml was mc's first love and his world and Hey!! The past ml would hate this present mf ml. What i perceive is that,mc was trying not to hate him at his last moment as the adorable and cheerful ml from past was still engraved with him…this story is torture. I hope there was a continuation on this story with mc and the doc meeting in their next life
I thought at first i was going to sob over this story bc i knew what was to come but jesus christ that man was horrible and i couldn't understand why the mc stayed so long in the first place before his chemo i understand in the name of love but he was borderline abusive. I want to feel sorry for the mc i do to a degree but idk maby i just didnt feel emotionally attached to these characters. I understand the argument that he loves him but i genuinely find that love pathetic to love someone while they abuse you and cheat on you i feel he guinly has no self respect for himself.. im free to hear others opinion. But dont get me wrong i think its sad im js saying im not moved by it, im not trying to come across as empathetic..