Lmaoooooo I just read the next chapter and saw the MC beat the shit out of his cousin and even Chris came through ready to shoot him. I'm happy with this but I'm nervous about if the cousin really sticks around.
But I will say the ML saying how if the relationship is in Yoon's hands made me wince...still not liking this guy. It seems the sequel was better since their relationship was established but since this is the prequel, I can only give me opinions on this, and it's that I feel like the view of rape ain't take as seriously (except Chris) because MC is in a noncon relationship with the ML, so any sexual interactions in turn do not sound consensual, so yh, ima pause for a bit and leave these comments to tell my future self to brace herself cause I ain't about that.
I'm stressed about MC seeing his rapist cousin again and checked the comments hoping for a quick end to that guy, but why am I reading that he sticks around for a while, and that it's not treated like rape but more like a small bullying moment ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
Also, not a fan on ML rn. Dude forces his feelings on the MC. MC must wear the bag and accept any gift from this guy, and I get his stress because that suits giving me flashbacks to when girls can't outright reject a guy because they fear for their lives...like the whole thing has me stressed. What's worse is ML confirmed his awareness that the MC is scared of him, but still continues to do so even though he would wonder if he was that much of a "monster". (〜￣△￣)〜 dudes been in the Mafia so long he forgot there are people who'd be uncomfortable living his lifestyle.
Besides that, ima pause for a bit, can someone tell me IF the MC physically hurts his cousin because that needs to happen...I need it to happen...I need one good thing and it's this