This chapter was so extremely expressive that I felt the genuine despair in her eyes, pierce my heart. I feel her pain so terribly. To love someone so horrible and to realise you still have feelings for them is such agony. People might be thinking the fl should just stop liking him but feelings are so fickle. They can’t just stop automatically. She has always been subconsciously drawn to him but right now she was at least able to come to terms with it and face the truth in her heart. I think it’s best for her to accept rather than deny. It’s not like she’s giving him the benefit of the doubt even if she does in fact love him. In fact, it’s quite the opposite. She may loathe him so much but love him all the same but her end goal is to have her beloved child and leave her husband. She is not weak for being vulnerable and susceptible to his suffering as she spent an entire lifetime caring for him.
This chapter was so extremely expressive that I felt the genuine despair in her eyes, pierce my heart. I feel her pain so terribly. To love someone so horrible and to realise you still have feelings for them is such agony. People might be thinking the fl should just stop liking him but feelings are so fickle. They can’t just stop automatically. She has always been subconsciously drawn to him but right now she was at least able to come to terms with it and face the truth in her heart. I think it’s best for her to accept rather than deny. It’s not like she’s giving him the benefit of the doubt even if she does in fact love him. In fact, it’s quite the opposite. She may loathe him so much but love him all the same but her end goal is to have her beloved child and leave her husband. She is not weak for being vulnerable and susceptible to his suffering as she spent an entire lifetime caring for him.