Same here. I hate totally hate ML because it’s obvious we don’t have the full story on his perspective and he’ll obviously regret the way he treated Eden. It’s such a strange and sad situation and ML was straight in the beginning and couldn’t stand the thought of sleeping with another man but he eventually agreed to try for Eden’s sake who was a complete stranger but a talented pianist. Over time, it’s obvious he’s grown to have feelings but he doesn’t know how to express them like a normal person and likely thinks he will just get over Eden and it’s a passing obsession he’ll likely get tired of like he’s done with things and people in the past. Sure, he doesn’t sound great when hearing that, but this is new territory for him and he seems pretty emotionally stunted..likely due to the reason he hides out at the manor and doesn’t interact with other people normally. I sympathize with Eden obviously too, but we only hear his side of things. I do feel bad for the insane amount of pressure and stress he’s under to succeed and continue on this strange relationship with ML but again, he could’ve just given him money like he planned in the beginning and washed his hands of the situation but he tried for a stranger who was unlucky enough to have his name on his body.
oops, I meant to type I don’t totally hate the ML** at the beginning lol
Couldn’t agree more. I also hate how they have seggs, like, why is it always painful for the mc? Can’t ml do something to make him at least feel good? I mean, just look at those fragile body?
But then again, I couldn’t stop from reading this. ╥﹏╥
I don't know, but I feel lonely reading this, I just can't stop myself. I feel bad for the both of them.