Think of a lesha as one of amon's concubines. the reason na-in is so devastated is because rue is someone he deeply cherishes. now that rue has become a lesha, his life is basically in amon's hands. It basically makes it much easier for amon to use him, sacrifice him, or even kill him if he wants to. and that's exactly what na-in is afraid of and why he's so desperate to protect rue.
He became Amon's concubine Σ( ￣□￣||)
What is a lesha ???
Leshahs are like consorts(?) of the shahs or rather the "truest servants of shah" because they are said to be given the highest chance to serve the shah in the afterlife (but for them, it's moreso to shah amon, the only shahs that seems to genuinely want to be under na-in is leshah Gwen and now, most likely rue)
Or something along those lines.
Technically though leshahs doesn't restrict to amon but because "amon is seemingly more powerful" na in and most priests thing these leshahs serve amon. Hence Gwen's exception and mention of the only shahs he'll serve is na in
I think rue might want to be a leshah serving na in, who knows. Rue holds more fascination to na in in a different sense than the fascination he sees in amon
i agree 100% and really in need for some spoilers
I jumped to the novel now because I'm too impatient ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ if I can survive tgcf volume 4, and erha, surely I can survive this
yeppp, I do know I was just explaining na-in's perspective and answering the original comment.
Can someone remind me why it’s significant that Rue became a Lesha. Ik what a Lesha is, but why does Na-in appear devistated, I forgot