Brochacho

Brooo I was act kinda enjoying this story cus I love a typical nerd x popular bully type trope and I was always kinda confused about the ukes behaviour as to why he hates the seme SM but now finding out why rlly just kinda ruins the story for me like BROOOO did we have to make it that the seme lit assaults the uke and leads the uke into becoming like confused??? Idk cus I just stopped reading right after seeing the backstory and alongside side the fact that the uke got assaulted by someone else and the seme like recognised that he shouldn't take advantage of the situ and that the uke clearly isn't the the clearest state of mind like idkkkk am I too soft hearted or sum... Why do authors have to add the obligatory sprinkle of ickyness like sonion I ate some weird today so my stomach is already doing backflips but this is kinda just making me feel sick