Dragging his trauma where he finally let someone in, pushed them away and they died before he could reconcile with them and sees himself as someone who only hurts others. He’s trying but is still struggling because he’s never opened up to anyone. You have 0 media literacy or just read with your eyes closed if you don’t think they’re portraying this beautifully and painfully. the hell?

Heejae is dragging this a lot and not telling what's wrong with him. This is just one sided love and not moving forward at ALL.