The thing is, i feel like I probably have a mental issue cause despite being 20+ i never had a fucking crush on someone my entire like, nor have feelings for anyone; sexual attraction is out of the question. So I sometimes feel incredibly lonely and pathetic when my friends talk about such stuff or when I'm alone at night. So when I read some comments here describing that they know what mokyung is going through cause they had very similar experiences makes me feel safe and somewhat good about myself. THIS IS NOT A HATE TOWARDS THOSE WHO WENT THROUGH SUCH HORRIBLE FEELINGS. I just feel like it's better to never ever have feelings for anyone than suffer through this misery.
The thing is, i feel like I probably have a mental issue cause despite being 20+ i never had a fucking crush on someone my entire like, nor have feelings for anyone; sexual attraction is out of the question. So I sometimes feel incredibly lonely and pathetic when my friends talk about such stuff or when I'm alone at night.
So when I read some comments here describing that they know what mokyung is going through cause they had very similar experiences makes me feel safe and somewhat good about myself. THIS IS NOT A HATE TOWARDS THOSE WHO WENT THROUGH SUCH HORRIBLE FEELINGS. I just feel like it's better to never ever have feelings for anyone than suffer through this misery.