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nrau fans dont read nrau

dosiilover114 July 30, 2026 6:42 am

jaehui isn't a dumb baby that doesn't know anything about the world, he's a grown man.

instead of spewing the same shit over and over about "jaehui is dumb!!", why don't you put on your own thinking cap and actually read the words the characters are saying, look at what they're doing, and at least make an attempt to understand what migaeng is trying to convey. i strongly encourage everyone to actually READ this manhwa instead of staring at the screen mindlessly and commenting the same 3 words.

jaehui is extremely careless, which makes him very easily influenced into making certain decisions. not only by other people, but by his own curiosity, boredom, and impulsiveness.

ex: dropped out of high school because his girlfriend asked him to; wastes money on "investments" because his friend encourages him to; slept with a random guy from work even though he had no previous intention to, just because the guy offered; "became gay" because getting raped apparently felt good(??), etc.

jaehui isn't dimb. he just doesn't give a shit, that's why he keeps doing dumb things. doing dumb things doesn't make someone dumb. when people reduce his character to just "a dumbass", the intentions behind his actions gets ignored.

at the beginning of ch25, it's literally told to the reader's face that jaehui is actively manipulating cheonho into hitting him because he gets off from it. during that interaction, we also see jaehui realize that simply staying out past curfew isn't enough to get the reaction he wants. he is actively analyzing cheonho's reactions to his disobedience here and testing how far he can push him before he snaps. did the people calling jaehui dumb just skip these panels because nobody's dick was out?? 
shortly afterwards, he goes drinking with his cryptochud friend. when cheonho calls to remind him about curfew, jaehui actually complies this time because he now knows breaking curfew isn't enough to make him snap. but then, cryptochud friend immediately puts jaehui into the perfect situation to piss cheonho off again by inviting him to basically throw a huge amount of his money down the drain. jaehui literally states that cheonho hates crypto and remembers that he's extremely frugal, and then the decision is left on a cliffhanger. if he accepts, cheonho will be angry; if he declines, he'll probably end up doing something worse to get the reaction he wants.

there's a reason these 3 scenes are in the same chapter. right after cheonho directly spells out jaehui's manipulative cycle, we immediately see jaehui changing his behaviour based on that information, and then he's handed an opportunity to do something that would have a much larger impact. the hoops jaehui is jumping through to get that masochist high are practically shoved in our faces, yet people still insist that he has nothing going on in his head.

also, migaeng is incredibly obvious and intentional with their fetishes. to everyone commenting "i hope cheonho doesn't get mad and beat up and rape jaehui again!!!!", i hate to break it to you, but he's gonna get mad and beat up and rape jaehui again lol. this is literally the type of dynamic migaeng is writing. if this kind of content makes you uncomfortable, that's understandable, but i don't know why you're reading weird fetish content and then acting shocked that the content is weird and fetishy.

everyone will hate me for saying this, but i genuinely fear some of you are too illiterate to understand what i'm even conveying, let alone what the author is.

Responses
    V12 July 30, 2026 6:51 am

    FR! everyone just ignores the patterns that make it obvious that everything jaehui does is to get beaten and/or raped. People love to complain and hate on fetish content but still engage with it.

    It's kinda annoying to know that this BL finally is more original but that people shit on it because it's hardcore with the stuff it contains

    dosiilover114 July 30, 2026 7:12 am
    FR! everyone just ignores the patterns that make it obvious that everything jaehui does is to get beaten and/or raped. People love to complain and hate on fetish content but still engage with it. It's kinda ann... V12

    literallyyyyy. like, this manhwa was made by a perv. for pervs. so what are these guys doing here? closeted gooners just love convincing themselves that fetish manhwa is something it's not so they can read it and still feel pure afterwards.

    jaehui was all joyous, happily nuzzling his man and shit after getting brutally beaten and raped 5 minutes ago.. do they seriously think he doesn't want it????? not one attempt to leave him btw.. begged to live with him btw..

    at the end of the day, we are all reading yaoi here. cmon everyone, embrace your pervertedness and let's all hold hands!

    V12 July 30, 2026 7:23 am
    literallyyyyy. like, this manhwa was made by a perv. for pervs. so what are these guys doing here? closeted gooners just love convincing themselves that fetish manhwa is something it's not so they can read it a... dosiilover114

    YES! It's like people can't differentiate between fiction and reality. I'm (like anyone with common sense) against rape. But this is fiction. The guy isn't being raped in reality. People should just enjoy it or let it pass, since it's actually harming no one.

    And tbh, the whole plot goes around them being horrible to eachother in different ways and levels, and around them being perfect for eachother since they're sadist and masochist.

    As u said. It's a work from a perv for pervs. And if people don't enjoy it, then they're not getting it, or they're just vanilla people trying to get into spaces that aren't designed for them. °^°

    achoo July 30, 2026 7:43 am

    All of this is real asf but also "cryptochud" is killing me

    dosiilover114 July 30, 2026 7:45 am
    YES! It's like people can't differentiate between fiction and reality. I'm (like anyone with common sense) against rape. But this is fiction. The guy isn't being raped in reality. People should just enjoy it or... V12

    you're real asl (ˊo oˋ)

    dosiilover114 July 30, 2026 7:47 am
    All of this is real asf but also "cryptochud" is killing me achoo

    lolollol idk what to call that type of ppl, it's the first thing that came to mind

    V12 July 30, 2026 7:52 am
    you're real asl (ˊo oˋ) dosiilover114

    u started it so you're high-key more real ÷)