um what happened can anyone explain the latest chapter?

i'm guessing he saw his scars and realized he couldn't bring himself to hurt him the way he was thinking of doing.

So basically Rian teamed up with his old boss and they have a whole elaborate plan to wipe out shine media the company Enzo runs, so he is planning on taking him down and getting rid of everything he has as revenge to have him crawling back. As per their current arrangement Rian is kept in a miscellaneous building and really only meets Enzo for sex, when Enzo came back Rian planned on taking him down a notch and fucking him and doing it rough to let out his anger, but as he saw the marks on his back he felt empathy and went in for a kiss instead of ravaging him like Enzo would have to him. Thus why Rian says "i will never be like you" because he didnt have it in him to ravage him after seeing him hurt