Okay, after reading all the spoilers, I'm sorry but the uke deserved so much fucking better than this piece of shit seme. I'm dropping this fucking mess.
My problem isn't that the seme didn't love the uke back at first. Nobody owes anyone romantic feelings. My problem is that this selfish motherfucker knowingly took advantage of the uke's feelings. He knew the uke loved him. He knew the uke was too kind and too timid to ever ask for anything in return. So what does this asshole do? He accepts the love, the emotional support, the favors, the comfort, and even fucks him while fully believing he'll never love him back. Then he has the audacity to think sex will somehow make the uke "give up." What kind of fucked up logic is that? You're literally sleeping with someone who's hopelessly in love with you while planning to reject them forever.
On top of that, this dude is a complete fucking hypocrite. He's out here acting like sex doesn't mean love, sleeping around, and treating physical intimacy so casually when it benefits him. But the second someone else gets close to the uke, the second another guy kisses him or a girl leaves hickeys on him, he loses his absolute fucking mind. Suddenly he's throwing punches, acting possessive, and behaving like the uke belongs to him. So it's perfectly fine when he uses the uke's body for his own comfort, but the moment someone else touches the uke, it's the end of the fucking world? Fuck off with that hypocritical bullshit.
Then this dickhead still wants the uke to stay by his side as a "friend" because he doesn't want to be lonely after losing his own unrequited love. You don't get to reject someone, use them as your emotional crutch, and still expect them to stick around because it makes your life easier.
The most infuriating part is that this dumb fuck knows exactly what unrequited love feels like. He spent years obsessing over another man. He knows how miserable it is. He knows how impossible it is to move on when that person is still in your life. Yet he still expects the uke to stay because he's "strong enough." Strong enough for what? To keep suffering so your pathetic ass has someone to lean on? That's selfish as hell.
Then, after years of taking the uke for granted, this fucking idiot only starts realizing his feelings because someone else might have him. He sees the uke share one simple kiss with another guy and suddenly loses his shit. A girl leaves hickeys on the uke, and he goes absolutely fucking ballistic. He beats up his own friends because they didn't stop it, didn't tell him about the uke's job, and because they were close to the uke. He isn't suddenly some misunderstood romantic. He's panicking because the person he always assumed would wait forever might actually move on.
Then the uke gets sexually assaulted while working as a designated driver. The seme storms into the club, beats the shit out of the owner, punches the guy he used to love because they knew about the job and didn't stop what happened. Sure, anyone would be furious about the assault, but let's not pretend his possessiveness isn't mixed into it. The uke tells him they aren't together and that it's none of his business, and that's when reality finally bitch-slaps him. He realizes he has absolutely no fucking claim over the uke.
After all that bullshit, they have rough sex. The next morning the uke wakes up sick, thinks he's been abandoned, and leaves for his hometown. Later the seme waits anxiously outside the uke's store, they talk things out, and eventually start dating because now he suddenly wants to be considerate. Wow, how fucking convenient.
And where the fuck is this so-called chasing arc everyone keeps hyping up? This isn't a chasing arc. This is a "holy shit, my safety net is leaving" arc. The seme doesn't spend chapters genuinely reflecting on how badly he fucked up or trying to earn the uke's forgiveness. He starts acting differently because he's terrified of losing the one person who always loved him unconditionally.
The uke spent years quietly suffering, watching the man he loved pine after someone else, never expecting anything in return, and still giving everything he had. Meanwhile, the seme benefited from all of it without a second thought. Then the second the uke starts slipping away, it's suddenly, "Oh fuck, I think I'm in love." Nah. Miss me with that bullshit. The uke deserved way better than this selfish, hypocritical, emotionally constipated fuckboy.
Okay, after reading all the spoilers, I'm sorry but the uke deserved so much fucking better than this piece of shit seme. I'm dropping this fucking mess.
My problem isn't that the seme didn't love the uke back at first. Nobody owes anyone romantic feelings. My problem is that this selfish motherfucker knowingly took advantage of the uke's feelings. He knew the uke loved him. He knew the uke was too kind and too timid to ever ask for anything in return. So what does this asshole do? He accepts the love, the emotional support, the favors, the comfort, and even fucks him while fully believing he'll never love him back. Then he has the audacity to think sex will somehow make the uke "give up." What kind of fucked up logic is that? You're literally sleeping with someone who's hopelessly in love with you while planning to reject them forever.
On top of that, this dude is a complete fucking hypocrite. He's out here acting like sex doesn't mean love, sleeping around, and treating physical intimacy so casually when it benefits him. But the second someone else gets close to the uke, the second another guy kisses him or a girl leaves hickeys on him, he loses his absolute fucking mind. Suddenly he's throwing punches, acting possessive, and behaving like the uke belongs to him. So it's perfectly fine when he uses the uke's body for his own comfort, but the moment someone else touches the uke, it's the end of the fucking world? Fuck off with that hypocritical bullshit.
Then this dickhead still wants the uke to stay by his side as a "friend" because he doesn't want to be lonely after losing his own unrequited love. You don't get to reject someone, use them as your emotional crutch, and still expect them to stick around because it makes your life easier.
The most infuriating part is that this dumb fuck knows exactly what unrequited love feels like. He spent years obsessing over another man. He knows how miserable it is. He knows how impossible it is to move on when that person is still in your life. Yet he still expects the uke to stay because he's "strong enough." Strong enough for what? To keep suffering so your pathetic ass has someone to lean on? That's selfish as hell.
Then, after years of taking the uke for granted, this fucking idiot only starts realizing his feelings because someone else might have him. He sees the uke share one simple kiss with another guy and suddenly loses his shit. A girl leaves hickeys on the uke, and he goes absolutely fucking ballistic. He beats up his own friends because they didn't stop it, didn't tell him about the uke's job, and because they were close to the uke. He isn't suddenly some misunderstood romantic. He's panicking because the person he always assumed would wait forever might actually move on.
Then the uke gets sexually assaulted while working as a designated driver. The seme storms into the club, beats the shit out of the owner, punches the guy he used to love because they knew about the job and didn't stop what happened. Sure, anyone would be furious about the assault, but let's not pretend his possessiveness isn't mixed into it. The uke tells him they aren't together and that it's none of his business, and that's when reality finally bitch-slaps him. He realizes he has absolutely no fucking claim over the uke.
After all that bullshit, they have rough sex. The next morning the uke wakes up sick, thinks he's been abandoned, and leaves for his hometown. Later the seme waits anxiously outside the uke's store, they talk things out, and eventually start dating because now he suddenly wants to be considerate. Wow, how fucking convenient.
And where the fuck is this so-called chasing arc everyone keeps hyping up? This isn't a chasing arc. This is a "holy shit, my safety net is leaving" arc. The seme doesn't spend chapters genuinely reflecting on how badly he fucked up or trying to earn the uke's forgiveness. He starts acting differently because he's terrified of losing the one person who always loved him unconditionally.
The uke spent years quietly suffering, watching the man he loved pine after someone else, never expecting anything in return, and still giving everything he had. Meanwhile, the seme benefited from all of it without a second thought. Then the second the uke starts slipping away, it's suddenly, "Oh fuck, I think I'm in love." Nah. Miss me with that bullshit. The uke deserved way better than this selfish, hypocritical, emotionally constipated fuckboy.