Why did he find cheating beautiful? I'll forever hate my dad if that happens (it did happen and so many times as well lol, so hate is word that can't scale my hatred towards that fucker)
I don't think he found the cheating itself beautiful. More like he saw how happy his father was to be with a predator than being with his own family. And as a kid he craved that kind of happiness which he attributed to being with predators.
Why did he find cheating beautiful? I'll forever hate my dad if that happens (it did happen and so many times as well lol, so hate is word that can't scale my hatred towards that fucker)
Or maybe I'm reading these chapters wrong...