The fact that compton misunderstanding garam's expression of rachmaninoff as hatred is proof that what feelings he had with heejae is similar to what garam has. That recent performance of garam, he accepted it so easily, directly misunderstanding the feelings from it as hatred, like it was natural. He easily likened it to himself, relating to the feeling, not realizing that the feelings he had is now entirely mislabeled and reshaped into something else he knew would protect himself from heejae- with hate. With hate, he can fight off all the pain and negativities that come with having been with and having feelings for heejae. In short, his feelings that were not reciprocated, it slowly festered until he unconsciously disguised them as hatred. Garam and compton really is the same. Their difference was that Compton's love had nowhere to go, while garam's were reciprocated tenfold. Like they said "anger is just love with nowhere to go."
The fact that compton misunderstanding garam's expression of rachmaninoff as hatred is proof that what feelings he had with heejae is similar to what garam has. That recent performance of garam, he accepted it so easily, directly misunderstanding the feelings from it as hatred, like it was natural. He easily likened it to himself, relating to the feeling, not realizing that the feelings he had is now entirely mislabeled and reshaped into something else he knew would protect himself from heejae- with hate. With hate, he can fight off all the pain and negativities that come with having been with and having feelings for heejae. In short, his feelings that were not reciprocated, it slowly festered until he unconsciously disguised them as hatred. Garam and compton really is the same. Their difference was that Compton's love had nowhere to go, while garam's were reciprocated tenfold. Like they said "anger is just love with nowhere to go."