Love the story telling, had to stop at chapter 7 cuz I had to get this out but when he killed all those prisoners and the guards and was gonna kill the guide but didn't I thought to myself "I understand the sentiment and people who hate overly kind mcs prolly loves this I know I do, but realistically even tho he thinks this is just a game, he has lived through this not once but twice and it has eroded his mind becoming reality even if he keeps telling himself it's just a game, it's not like he can separate it fully since he can see, taste, feel, and even stopped his suicide attempt thinking of a comrade who technically in his logic should be a npc, it he doesn't think that way obviously. In essence even if he were to go back to his real world, he would not be the same, he would still act like we he was there or have the same thoughts, the place changed him, and he doesn't slowly get to a more normal or more forgiving/ human mindset how would he be able to live back in his real world, would he be able to live there?" And I am so glad they brought this up in chapter 7 because in stories like these usually the mc is too nice or to inhumane and if they go back they suddenly go back to living how they used to. Humans are good at adaptation but this guy would likely have some strong PTSD cuz this situation would be traumatic as hell
Love the story telling, had to stop at chapter 7 cuz I had to get this out but when he killed all those prisoners and the guards and was gonna kill the guide but didn't I thought to myself "I understand the sentiment and people who hate overly kind mcs prolly loves this I know I do, but realistically even tho he thinks this is just a game, he has lived through this not once but twice and it has eroded his mind becoming reality even if he keeps telling himself it's just a game, it's not like he can separate it fully since he can see, taste, feel, and even stopped his suicide attempt thinking of a comrade who technically in his logic should be a npc, it he doesn't think that way obviously. In essence even if he were to go back to his real world, he would not be the same, he would still act like we he was there or have the same thoughts, the place changed him, and he doesn't slowly get to a more normal or more forgiving/ human mindset how would he be able to live back in his real world, would he be able to live there?" And I am so glad they brought this up in chapter 7 because in stories like these usually the mc is too nice or to inhumane and if they go back they suddenly go back to living how they used to. Humans are good at adaptation but this guy would likely have some strong PTSD cuz this situation would be traumatic as hell