....(Long Spoilers, from 200-203; or you wont understand it)
a lot- a lot happened between 200 and 203. In 199, Garam returned with Heejae to nyc, to pack for their American tour, starting in Seattle and San Francisco, so at the end 199, Heejae and Garam were fucking- heejae was saying sweet words to han, like "why do you keep getting prettier each day" Just then- he said "Who did this to your pretty face, the mark under your eye?" - that's right!- heejae doesnt remember that he was the one who did it- infact, he said it as if it was his first time seeing it- garam was stunned by it- all he could think was the last words, compton told him before leaving "that teacher is born for music, he isnt the same kind of human as us". Garam got confused - but seeing the mark on the prof's forehead, he put that thought away- he only cared about the prof's good side and sincerity. in 202, Walter confronted Garam, saying he knows how Compton might have treated han, then why does Han only say good words about Compton? Why does he only the good parts in people? Now in 203, Garam and Prof (Prof is back to performing after the hiatus) went to Seattle; Garam's performance was on Tuesday, and teachers' on Friday- but- after concert, visitor asked about garam's well being after the asia concert, one even said, he could file a law suit if he wished to- later it found, one pianist, posted a message in social media, regarding compton's behaivour towards her during a orchestra rehearsal, she even recorded the verbal abuse during one of the reharsal and posted it online, saying after that collaboration, she couldnt play the piano- LPO stated that they are verifying the facts and compton was not participating in orchestra activites for time being, han was very worried about it so he discussed it with heejae later that night- but- Heejae(that bastard) said, compton deserved it- even when garam defeneded compton with saying, "compton didnt truly mean it, he was being sharp so that she doesnt get lost within the music and would be able to experiance the "heavenly music" a musician greatest joy- Heejae retorted back- saying ,ever since than, that pianist's hand's would shake every time she touched the piano- if compton truly cared about her- he wouldnt leave her like that (Irony, that's exactly what heejae did to compton) it ended with garam being stunned that the prof was that concerened over a person whose face he doesnt even know (over his own student).
The way Heejae is aware that he hurts ppl (as reference to calling himself a knife) but seems to have a skewed perception as to just how BAD he treats others to the point that he has the gall to see himself as above Compton's practices is truly remarkable lol. Rn, his care really only extends to Garam, but even then he seems immune to how his past actions (prior to them having a relationship) have affected Garam. Anyway, everybody got issues atp.

After finally catching up with the latest raws, I can say 3 things clearly: First, it sucks to wait for another Tuesday. Second, I hate Heejae, no doubt. And I feel bad for Compton (though he deserves it, still...)and Garam. Third, the chifhnger of 203 is pure torture. I hope I never have to face something like this again; because of it, my hate for Heejae is on hold.