i don’t u’re getting what i’m saying, look at the broader picture, look at the industry they are part of, the system they’re are part of. i don’t mean that there’s another villain (person) in the story, the real villain is the entertainment industry, the system they’re all are a part of, the system that makes them suppress their emotions, makes them mature way too early, makes them swallow their pain, etc etc. and i mean you can dislike Heejae, he’s responsible for a lot of his mistakes but personally i think till some degree he was made that way and not born like that.
No, he chose not to go to London- acc to his contract- the maestro has every right to cancel the change in conductor, yet he chose to not go. Heejae was born that way; no one made him this way- you will understand what i mean in the later chapter. i could be wrong, though, but i read raw well enough.

if y’all think Heejae is the real villain of this story im afraid y’all need to work a lil harder to see the whole picture