Read the novel !!!
I did its so goood I cried so much the broken vase that u cant fill that quote and the angst after it
I only cried a bit and it was during their fights, it was funny how the ml always knew what to say but always fucks it up and spits out bs
I cried when the ml was begging him to stay that made me sad cus they both like eachother
Definitely!! Most of the story is through mls perspective and his thoughts just felt so raw and honest
Read the novel !!!