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Jun is a bitch

squiddy August 9, 2026 5:55 pm

I just reread because of the official and realized that the police officer that that bitch Jun drugged was an officer that's supposed to help Jaeyoung. Saw his business card when Jaeyoung opened a drawer. I also saw Antisocial Personality Disorder, which I assume Jun is diagnosed with. And he was supposed to send evidences but it was no longer valid (uncertain)

I'm so grateful for the officials, things somehow makes much more sense now. Maybe that's why Jun told Jaeyoung to teach him how to be happy. ASPD, aside from an individual not having empathy or concern for others, they are also at higher risk of substance use and abuse since they usually feel detached and bored, they feel less happiness and fear, which is why they seek thrill. Drugs give that thrill and ecstasy they don't usually feel and he told Jaeyoung that it was the only thing that makes him feel happy "now", can't help but get addicted to it since starting doing it.

The one question I still have now is how is Seungmin related to the drugs, I'm worried about that scene where he told Jaeyoung, he was in pain because of him. I'm scared T-T of what that could imply.

It is stated that it H-100 is currently spread in Brazil and just about to get to Korea. 2018 - Jaeyoung got diagnosed/drugged, 2019 - disbandment, 2 years later, Seungmin had to be famous and won a contest (to help find drugs easier), met Jaeyoung.

So current assumption is that, his dad either died (he keep using "was") due to the drugs or in a psych facility (less likely, i think)

I don't know, I love that more clues can be gathered the more we read again.

Responses
    doragon August 9, 2026 5:58 pm

    Girl, i like where youre going

    jaeyoung August 9, 2026 7:11 pm

    ive read many theories and seungmin’s dad being the victim of the drug is so sad to me and i always wonder too why everytime anyone talks about his dad, he’s just like “yeah, we used to be close.” I’m still traumatized by banana fish so if its true.. dang. I’m still waiting for his full past story

    squiddy August 10, 2026 3:22 pm
    ive read many theories and seungmin’s dad being the victim of the drug is so sad to me and i always wonder too why everytime anyone talks about his dad, he’s just like “yeah, we used to be close.” I’m... jaeyoung

    So real, remembering anana fish makes me nervous, too. But im holding on to them being happy together as the ending, please. I can't accept any other endings aside from them having happiness