Fr. It's just going worse and worse. Because alone Mokyeons idea of seeing Nanjo before dying so that Nanjo would kinda remember him because Mokyeon is going to die afterwards is too much. That's legit cruel and is going against his words that he wanna be forgiven by nanjo. He says he loves him and at the same time wanna be so cruel to the person he loves. Well ofc we have to accept that Mokyeon is not sane rn but still. He really needs some professional help ASAP. After last chapter I was so sad but after his chapter I am kinda furious lol

I don't like the message the author is going to feed us in the end. Because it looks like he will be forgiven by nanjo after basically self torturing and destroying himself. That's not how it should work. Some stories have to end. In this one happy ending imo would have been if both of them just have their own happy life and never meet again. But ofc we will be get them together at some point.. And I don't like how we are coming there.. The way is just too unhealthy and toxic and should never be like this.. Mb I'm taking it to serious dunno. I should kinda remind myself that it's just a manhwa and no real people but still..