I have such mixed feelings about the latest chapters. I know it sounds awful but at this point I almost wish Mokyeon would get amnesia and not because I want to erase what he did to Nanjo but because he’s clearly reached such a horrible mental state that suicide feels like his only option.
I completely understand why Nanjo is angry. If you’ve followed the story from the beginning then you KNOW how badly Mokyeon treated him and that he deserves consequences. But watching Nanjo beat him that brutally for that long was still hard to watch. At some point it just felt like too much.
Mokyeon has lost so much weight, is completely consumed by suicidal thoughts, alcohol, suffering and STILL hasn’t gotten the actual psychological help he needs. That his friends or whatever helped with cleaning his place is nice but that’s obviously not enough.
I really just want someone to properly help this man He can be held accountable for what he did to Nanjo while also being someone who is clearly suffering incredibly badly. Both things can be true. Besides, we know Mokyeon's past, but Nanjo doesn't.
And honestly… the fact that he had already attempted suicide before and that he wants to see Nanjo one last time just so he can leave him with one final memory before trying to kill himself again??? I’m sick I hope either he fainted in front of the car and the person inside helps him and doing more than just taking him to the hospital if possible or that he gets hit by the car (last resort) and get amnesia. I feel bad that I wish amnesia for him but if this helps him to stop trying to himself then I guess I‘m all in for this.
I honestly wonder how the two of them are supposed to get closer to each other. Nanjo doesn't even give him the chance to keep talking to him or to let him get closer to him. I really hope Mokyeon gets help and becomes independent of him.
I have such mixed feelings about the latest chapters. I know it sounds awful but at this point I almost wish Mokyeon would get amnesia and not because I want to erase what he did to Nanjo but because he’s clearly reached such a horrible mental state that suicide feels like his only option.
I completely understand why Nanjo is angry. If you’ve followed the story from the beginning then you KNOW how badly Mokyeon treated him and that he deserves consequences. But watching Nanjo beat him that brutally for that long was still hard to watch. At some point it just felt like too much.
Mokyeon has lost so much weight, is completely consumed by suicidal thoughts, alcohol, suffering and STILL hasn’t gotten the actual psychological help he needs.
That his friends or whatever helped with cleaning his place is nice but that’s obviously not enough.
I really just want someone to properly help this man He can be held accountable for what he did to Nanjo while also being someone who is clearly suffering incredibly badly. Both things can be true. Besides, we know Mokyeon's past, but Nanjo doesn't.
And honestly… the fact that he had already attempted suicide before and that he wants to see Nanjo one last time just so he can leave him with one final memory before trying to kill himself again??? I’m sick I hope either he fainted in front of the car and the person inside helps him and doing more than just taking him to the hospital if possible or that he gets hit by the car (last resort) and get amnesia. I feel bad that I wish amnesia for him but if this helps him to stop trying to himself then I guess I‘m all in for this.
I honestly wonder how the two of them are supposed to get closer to each other. Nanjo doesn't even give him the chance to keep talking to him or to let him get closer to him. I really hope Mokyeon gets help and becomes independent of him.