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anyways teehee i like pathetic tops with no backbone and kind of scary bottoms their dynamic is refreshing bc u don't know what to expect
(also, I like how the author is consistent with their ditzy and loving tops and scary genuinely kind of psycho bottoms )
so like obviously siwon is like that because he was hurt emotionally in the past. someone told him he was unlovable (perhaps also related to his injury?) and because he has internalized this, he treats everything like it doesn't matter and is baffled by how woojoon is still into him regardless (hence why he's convinced woojoon will never love him in ch 29). I think he actually does like woojoon back, but is too afraid to hurt himself again which is why he makes himself believe that woojoon doesn't actually like him and so siwon also refuses to admit that he's grown attached to woojoon (especially after he saw the cake that woojoon bought him. he probably didn't eat it because then he'd have to admit that woojoon's presence actually meant something to him.)
Also in ch 31 where seok is like "what's wrong with you, he just likes you" and siwon replies with "you said it yourself". this also shows that siwon believes that woojoon only "likes" him and will never actually truly "love" him.
in conclusion, we gotta beat the ass of whoever broke siwon's heart. (this honestly might also take the route of his family never showing him love and siwon using badminton to prove himself which is why he went off the rails when he got injured because he was back to being a disappointment of a child instead of a badminton star that his family would actually look at)