I don't know what to feel

I feel like shit finding this good coz of how good you portrayed the evilness of ML damnnnn. I'm not a fan of other flag ML/MC only green flag. But this???? Rent was really due! Mc has shiitty good and ml has shitty as hell personality I really think they deserve and really made for each other lol. Idk, good story and good portrayal of characters but i think im still craving or finding for more. Lol what am i saying