Yeah, I agree. I can relate to Mok because I've been in that kind situation as well. I wanted to kill myself too because of heartbreak just to end the pain, suffering and to be remembered by ex forever. It really happens in real life.
I was actually like this with my mom growing up. Whenever we had huge fights and I felt like she was hurting me, I always thought about suicide as a means to hurt her back
I hope you are better now though! And that your ex is long gone from your heart
Yes. It's been gone for a long time now. I am happily married with a beautiful daughter. Anyway, I just want you to know that you are strong and brave for choosing yourself over your mom. Other people may hurt you, but at the end of the day, you are the one who has to protect yourself and take care of your own well-being.
People are attacking Mok for wanting to kill himself as a way to have Nanjo remember him forever.
I don't see him as toxic though because I can realize that it's a coping mechanism (even though it's unhealthy).
Suicide is a fantasy in this situation. Suicide will free Mok from the pain and bring Nanjo to him. It's like when kids want to get a nosebleed so people worry about them.
In this case, it makes Mok feel în control of the situation (it's my life and I cân take it anytime) AND bounds Nanjo to him (eg nanjo and me share a painful past ).