Im very confused on what he's thinking rn Like is it that hes putting himself in nonconsensual situation (ON HIS SIDE) or is he so insanely into this hes afraid hes gonna lose control OR he think Mr freakypants isnt into it as much as he is and doesn't want to harm him???
I think it's that he himself isn't into rough sex, but he thinks that the ML is into it so he's kind of forcing himself to do it because he thinks ML likes it. way too much misunderstanding its getting hard to follow whats going on
Im very confused on what he's thinking rn
Like is it that hes putting himself in nonconsensual situation (ON HIS SIDE) or is he so insanely into this hes afraid hes gonna lose control OR he think Mr freakypants isnt into it as much as he is and doesn't want to harm him???